I need a webcam, buuuuuut yesterday’s outfit (which if forgot to post yesterday but still proud, it’s nice & simple).

Wow, that was long and stupid and I’m thinking I should’ve posted it on my other other blog but I’m not gonna move it. So yeah seriously you really shouldn’t read that, it’s just about me being stressed and I needed to get it out so I put it here. So yeah there’s that, ok you have a nice day now

Omg I am so stressed out which is weird because I’m never stressed out. I need 6 hours of community service for NHS by Friday or I could get kicked out and I dont know what to do cause I’m gonna ask my photojournalism & english teachers tomorrow if they have anything for me to do but what if they dont, and then I need to email that lady about volunteering for Sounds of Spring at NRH2o on friday but what if all the spots are filled and what if i do something dumb like i did last time at the animal shelter when i spilled dog food everywhere (nightmare omg i wanted to die) and omg no im not oging back to the animal shelter again because obvious reasons omg and what if this doesnt work out what if i get kcicked out of NHS, thatd suck a LOT cause so far its the only thing i have going for me that would look good on a college application. and my front tooth hurts and im worried about my teeth messing up and not being straight next time i go to the orthodontist (which is june 26), then i’ll have to wear them for another month & a half and i really just wanna be done because P A I N omg. and i have the SATs in 3 weeks on June 2nd which is stressful because a) its the freaking SATs and b) i wont know anyone because i registered late and i WAS gonna take the test at this one school my friend is gonna take it at so i could get a ride with her and also id know someone but since i registered late there were no seats open at that school so now i wont know anyone and i have NO idea what to expect so im gonna go in there wandering around looking like an idiot and having no one to talk to cause we get breaks apparently but we arenty allowed to use ipods or whatever so what am i gonna do omg. also im ending like every sentence with omg but i really dont care because grammar doesnt matter to me right now as you can plainly see because this is seiously just one big run on sentence and im totally not keeping track of how many typos there are. and also the weekends are messed up cause im supposed to go to my dads this weekend but volunteer huors so theyre gonna have to pick me up late friday and then i go home on sunday and then i wont go to his house next friday because graduation is either sautday or sunday so theyll pick me up after grauduation (btw its not MY graduation its for this year’s seniros at my school but i just wanna go cause i havent been to one since ive been going here adbn i donbt want the only graduation i attend to be my own) and then i spend the week at dads, then that friday my mom picks me up because SATs (omg gonna kill myself) and then i stay through that week because from the 7th to the 10th we’re going to new mexico (whcih im realy excited about actually) and then on that next tueday (whcih shoudl be the 11 if my calculations are correct wiithouit looking at a calendar). And THEN after that, everything can go back to normal and I can be all calm again. Oh and but i just remembered that I’m pretty sure my english teacher is gonna get another job elsewhere and wont be at richland next year which sucks a lot more than you think because he actuaklly like LOVES me (and basically the feeling is mutual because he’s pretty much made of gold) and i really dont want him to leave. maybe i should write a note telling him that not to like persuade him to stay or anything but just to be nice and also because he likes heartfelt gifts. and also also i was gonna make a really awesome mix cd for my history teachers birthday (which happens to be the last day of school) but since he knows i have like the biggest crush ever on him he’d probably think im being creepy but omg im really not, i just wanna give him the coolest mix cd ever cause im pretty good at that and also i have his music taste down to a science (if you wanna know its basically rap & 90s music, he really likes TI whcih is gr8 becayse so do i omg i love TI wow). also ps hes 27 really freaking attractive and married & like madly hopelessly in love with his wife & theyre like really happy. they dont have kids but i stalked his brothers facebook this one time & trolled thru their wedding pictures but this is not going to turn into a post thats all about kyle oops ok moving on. maybe talking about that makes me less stressful. anyway the other problem with all this is that its all spaced out so like i have time in between the events to NOT be stressed but i know thats not gonna happen. and also theres nothing i can do to like prepare myself for any of these things like do any mental sorting or anything like that so this is really gonna suck until its all over. y’know ive heard stories about the end of the schoolyear being stressful but i never thought itd happen to me.

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oh hey collarbones nice of you to exist

two door cinema club: if this is the life, then who’d argue?
me: me

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I’m gonna choose another theme eventually, slowly deciding that this one sucks

back porch

if ya know what I mean

my awesome lamp again omg

when I saw Gardens & Villa for the second time last year, aw take me back.

is my room cool yet

also but I hate how is has the date tag on it omg stop

Okay, actually gonna try to have an actual legit blog that ISN’T a bandom blog. Of course that’s what I said last time I made a new blog & look what happened to that……